{Straight From the Heart} *I Rocked My Child Today* 12/28/99 Welcome to "Straight From the Heart!" If you enjoy this free daily email service, I encourage you to forward it on to family and friends. If this has been passed along to you and you want to join the list, just send a blank email to: Thunder27@aol.com I appreciate any feedback or constructive criticism, so feel free to write me (Michael T. Powers) and let me know what you think! I guess I realized that I have never put out an official request for writers to send me their stories to share here at Straight From the Heart. If you are a published writer, or if you just like to write and have a story you would like to share, please send them to me. (You retain all rights to your stories.) Since I am not making a penny to run this list, I can't offer any money, but your story will be read by thousands of people all over the world and you will receive some great feedback. 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If you don't include your email address at the end of the story, I won't send it out. But if you want feedback from all over the world, then make sure you include it! Many writers have written me and commented how the feedback they receive from our list is the best of any online place they submit their stories. A great big thank you goes out to everyone for their wonderful encouragement and feedback, not only to Kristi and I, but to every writer who has shared their stories... Enough rambling..... Hope you enjoy today's story by Deb Adler! Sincerely, Michael T. Powers ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I Rocked My Child Today Back and forth I rocked and sang and expressed to my child my love for him. Another day has gone by, with it's missed opportunities, to crawl on the floor and play with my child. I think of the many things I had to do today: the 10 loads of laundry, the stacks of dishes, the car that needs vacuuming, the floors that need mopping. But the day that I had will forever be gone, no looking back, only looking forward. Although my house is cleaner, what emptiness did I leave in my child's heart that I now have to clean up. As he climbs on my lap and he wraps his arms around me and we rock back and forth and I shed a tear with arms open wide I say, "I love you my child, do you forgive me?" He's just turning two, I can barely remember him turning one. I think of all the times that I could have been on the floor or running around saying, "the work in the house will get done but for now I want to play with my son." If there's one thing I never forget at the end of each day, I always rock my child and love on him telling him just what a blessing and a miracle that he is sometimes with a smile, and sometimes with tears and tell him what a precious gift of God that he is and how we love him down to the core of our souls. After I sing some of his favorite songs (Jesus Loves Me; You Are My Sunshine; This Little Light Of Mine; Trust And Obey; I Love You Lord) he seems to listen so intently. His cares of the day just seem to melt away. He finally has his mommy; her full attention, no phones, no dishes, nor any other distractions. "Just my mommy and me." I rocked my child today! By Deb Adler HunSun@ticon.net *** Debra Adler is 31 years old and resides in the country just outside of Afton, Wisconsin with her supportive husband Stephen (37 years old) of eight years and her son Caleb, who is not 22 months old. Stephen has been in trucking for the last 10 years but his deepest passion would be to get back into flying some time in the future. Caleb is our adorable son that is a blessing and a miracle that God has given to us after several years of trying to conceive. His favorite hobbies are playing ball ("baw" as he says), vacuuming the carpet, playing on his slide outside, and playing in Mommy's spices. Debby is a busy housewife, Mommy and Church Secretary with a full schedule. She enjoys singing, baking, writing from her heart, doing Bible Study and scrap booking her son's pictures. She is passionate about everything she does, especially being a mother. One day she would like to write a book about their infertility story and the dream that Steve and Deb would never give up on...having a child of their own. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thought For The Day: "Laughter is the brush that sweeps away the cobwebs of the heart." (Mort Walker) Verse for the Day: "A happy heart is good medicine and a cheerful mind works healing, but a broken spirit dries up the bones." Proverbs 17:22 Kid's Thought For The day: "It feels a lot colder when you're shoveling snow than it does when you are building a snow fort." Parent's Thought For The Day "Mother means selfless devotion, limitless sacrifice, and love that passes understanding." Coach's Thought For The Day "A coach's true value, and that of sport, is ultimately measured by what was learned rather than what was won." (Bill Elias Jr.) Deep Thought For The Day: "Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio?" _ /_/\/\ MICHAEL T. POWERS \_\ / THUNDER27@aol.com http://members.aol.com/Thunder27/index.html /_/ \ "For I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but \_\/\ \ Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body I live for the Son \_\/ of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me." Galatians 2:20